Bibliographical references included in "Notes on the text" (p. [181]-191)

Who's who -- The gift -- Honor your ancestors -- Revolution -- Dedication -- Across the grain -- The proof of faith -- Foreign fields -- The old wineskins -- Fragile clay -- Disenchantment -- New horizons -- Rethinking -- Heyday -- Withdrawal -- Return -- Consistent choice -- The trap closes -- Ordeal -- Suppressive action -- Unhindered -- Notes on the text.

Ever since his writings and the facts of his situation became widely known in the late 'fifties, Watchman Nee has been for many in the West a symbol of Christian faithfulness under totalitarian pressure. Of his story, however, little has been made known, partly because his friends saw the need for the message of his books to stand on its merits unaided by emotional appeal to his sufferings, and partly from fear of People's Government retaliation upon him and those Christian leaders of his generation still living. But meanwhile the information vacuum began to be filled with a Nee mythology of torture and mutilation and of "prison epistles" smuggled out by converted warders who, when executed for this, were at once replaced by more warders bearing out further Christian messages from his prolific pen. In fact, however, aside from one or two brief thank-you letters, no significant writing by Watchman Nee dating from after his imprisonment in 1952 is known to exist. - Back cover.